*Sigh*

Turns out I won't be seeing her tomorrow. This is due to a problem on my end, not hers. I'm going to be going in a week's time, but it's cold comfort when I was looking so forward to seeing her. I had to tell her on the phone this morning that it's a no-go, and I could hear the disappointment in her voice, and she was trying to be brave about it (which makes it even more heartbreaking).

Terrible, grinding pain in my heart over it. I miss her so much.

At least when I see her next I'll be able to stay for a nice, long time and, hopefully, bring her back with me.

More later...